EARNESTLY CONTENDING FOR THE
FAITH:
WHY DO YOU DOUBT?
By Pastor John Asquith
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THE LORD JESUS CHRIST IS
GOD MANIFEST IN THE FLESH.
THAT IS WHY HE IS GOD. |
The preacher has finished
his message. The altar call has been given. The piano plays
softly while someone from the pulpit pleads with sinners to
receive Jesus Christ. Suddenly that feeling comes again, or
is it just a nagging doubt? You begin to wonder if you’re
really saved.
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Does that
sound familiar? Chances are it does. Most preachers report
an astounding percentage of people who consistently are
troubled about their salvation. I have seen a church
congregation polled on this very subject. Over two thirds of
those in attendance raised their hands that they were
plagued with recurring doubts about their salvation.
This little pamphlet was designed to help you personally
examine yourself. If you really have salvation this pamphlet
will help you to sort through the conflicting attacks that
bombard you and steal your peace. If for some reason, you
are still lost and have been deceived all of this time,
hopefully, this pamphlet will help.
There are a number of reasons listed in the word of God
for someone having trouble with assurance of salvation. We
shall endeavor to look at these, but first I want to make a
couple of observations. We have all heard the stories about
the virtues of colonial and frontier Americans. These were
people who, even if lost, had a dread and respect for God
and the things of God. Most of them were aware of eternal
damnation, the law of God, and upcoming judgment.
When the Word of God was preached to such people they
trembled. They understood the stakes. What many of them did
not possess was the inward faith and assurance given by God
that Jesus was the very Christ. When they did receive that
assurance through personal repentance they were born again.
At that moment, the burden and guilt of sin was lifted.
Society has changed. People have been brainwashed into
downplaying the thought of God and trusting the sciences
instead. Probably the only vestiges of old-fashioned
reverence for God left are the members of Bible believing
churches. We should not be expecting the man off the street
to tremble, he is like Lot’s sons-in-law, and the preacher
of righteousness seems as one that mocks. The only people
left with good enough sense to tremble are those who Bible
believing pastors have trained in the ways of God.
With this in mind, let us examine why doubt is so
prevalent in our churches. Evangelists who still preach with
an old-fashioned, hard-hitting call for
“...repentance towards God and faith towards our Lord Jesus
Christ”, are reporting that only about half of the
people in Fundamental Baptist churches are really saved.
When churches have been given over to a repentanceless
gospel manifesting itself in large numbers, the proportion
of lost church members goes up dramatically. Whereas
Charismatics use phony gifts of the Spirit to hoodwink
sincere and unsuspecting church members into discounting the
immorality and fraud all too often hidden in their
ministries, fundamentalists hide behind phony and inflated
soul-winning statistics.
The results have begun showing up in the pews. People
who were once enticed to pray a repentanceless prayer and
given a false assurance of salvation now find themselves
troubled. Just as a Jehovah Witness will outwardly transform
in dress and habit, just as a Mormon will forsake alcohol
and tobacco, and just as a Muslim will alter his world view,
a small percentage of these quasi-believers will make great
outward changes and mistake those changes for evidence of
saving grace. When the Spirit of God begins to deal with
them about their condition, they have been taught to call
him the devil.
Increasingly, churches are teaching the culture of
fundamental Christianity without the Spirit of God.
Increasingly, pastors are being forced to invent baseless
and unscriptural explanations to account for the rampant
doubt that prevails in their churches and the wholesale
unfaithfulness of their supposed converts. Increasingly,
church members are afflicted with constant doubts and fears
that no person in their church seems able to assuage.
Are you a victim of this watered down and ineffective
gospel? Imagine a large population or city awaiting an
expected epidemic. Now imagine that there is a perfect and
effective immunization available. What would be the effect
if overzealous medical workers seeking to provide inflated
numbers for their own aggrandizement, inoculated thousands
of people with a worthless vaccine? The result would be
worse than just leaving them defenseless against the
upcoming plague. Not only would these people be unmindful of
their inevitable doom, but also, they would now resist the
most earnest entreaties of those faithful workers who could
and would save them. Those most likely to die are those who
were most confident.
Modern fundamentalism has built large fiefdoms, published
endless books and has largely muscled its way into the
consciousness of America as God’s voice. Their most abiding
fruit in any community wherein they have worked is to create
almost perfect reprobates. For every hundred or so hapless
converts they profess, they manage to culturally train one
or two. The rest wander about with a false assurance that
they have been “saved”. They will resist any and all of
God’s true workers.
It was not liberals or communists who wrought this
result. It was not fabled Jesuits seeking to undermine the
reformation. It was not the public education system that so
destroyed these communities. It was fundamentalism’s new
face. It was properly dressed, super separated, King James
Bible toting and utterly deceived disciples of an anemic
gospel who perfectly convinced thousands upon thousands that
they had no need of repentance.
This tract cannot help those wandering outside of the
local church. The work of hell is probably perfect in their
lives. They will probably never again respond to the call of
God through the gospel. This tract is designed for church
members who may have been culturally trained to be
fundamental Christians. If you are someone who now believes
the Bible to be true and you also know that there is a
judgment and your life has been greatly transformed through
the teachings of the Bible, but your assurance of salvation
falls apart from time to time, this is written for you.
True saving faith converts an unrighteous person into a
righteous person through the sacrifice of Jesus Christ on
the cross. The Lord says that they “...shall never
thirst again”. (John 4:14b). When God has made them
righteous they will have an inward witness from God that
they are saved. “And the work of righteousness shall
be peace; and the effect of righteousness quietness and
assurance forever”. (Isaiah 32:17). “The
Spirit itself beareth witness with our spirit, that we are
the children of God.” (Romans 8:16).
The question to be settled in this tract is simple: Are
you suffering from doubt as a saved person or are you
suffering from doubt because you have never been saved? We
will examine four scriptural reasons for doubt. Examine
yourself. If you doubt or are unsettled it is because you
fit into one of these four categories. Examine
yourselves, whether ye be in the faith; prove your own
selves. Know ye not your own selves, how that Jesus Christ
is in you, except ye be reprobates? (II Corinthians
13:5). |
“O
foolish Galatians, who hath bewitched you, that ye should
not obey the truth, before whose eyes Jesus Christ hath been
evidently set forth, crucified among you?”.
(Galatians 3:1).
The first reason that should be considered for church
members being troubled during an altar call is simple.
Whoever preached to them, preached a false gospel. That
happened in Galatia. Many blood washed, born again saints of
God found themselves wondering if they were truly saved. Men
who purported to be heaven sent told the Galatians that
because they were not circumcised God would not save them.
It took the Apostle Paul reminding them of how they received
the Spirit and chiding them for foolishness to bring them
back to their senses and restore peace.
Ask yourself, when the preacher preached, did he inject
anything of works into the gospel? The Bible standard for
salvation is saving faith given to a repentant sinner,
without any works of the law. Did the preacher who caused
you to doubt in any way subtract from the simplicity in
Christ? If he did, it’s no wonder you find yourself confused
and worried. God is not interested in what you did to get
salvation. He is concerned with what he did to bring you
salvation. How did you respond?
If this has happened to you, refresh yourself in the
Word of God. “Not by works of righteousness which we
have done, but according to his mercy he saved us, by the
washing of regeneration, and renewing of the Holy Ghost.”
(Titus 3:5). Find a Bible believing pastor or friend and
explain to them what happened. Let them take the Word of God
and encourage you in the things of faith. I had a similar
thing happen to me in my first week of salvation. It
destroyed my joy. Thankfully, my pastor was there with the
Word of God to recover me and restore me to fellowship with
Christ.
If you have examined yourself and the preaching that
caused you to tremble; if you are sure that the preacher who
preached spoke the truth; and yet you still have lingering
doubts, then look at the next point.
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“Let not sin therefore reign in your mortal body, that ye
should obey it in the lusts thereof”. (Romans
6:12).
Many Christians have committed sins after their
salvation that caused them to question their salvation. This
trick of the devil is really quite similar to the first
deception. It triggers off what you have done. Just as it
was for the people in Galatia, these people are not sitting
and listening to the true gospel and trying to remember if
they ever received it scripturally. The Galatians clearly
remembered when Jesus Christ was manifested to them and they
remembered receiving the Spirit. What they wondered was
whether that was good enough. Here again people who remember
the day of their salvation now find cause to doubt its
validity. They have been confused into thinking that a sin
they have committed was so great that no saved person could
have done it. Or they might be looking at a particularly
vile period in their life and wondering if someone saved
could have ever stooped so low.
Unfortunately, the answer is yes. Saved people have
committed gross fornication, I Corinthians 5:1. They have
denied Jesus Christ, Matthew 26:69-75 The Apostle Paul
warned of fornicators, idolaters, covetous, drunkards, and
extortioners in the church, I Corinthians 5:10. All of these
are disgusting sins, far beneath the dignity of any man. Yet
they are all too often practiced by carnal Christians.
If this describes you, first let me say how sorry I am
that you have so shamed yourself and God. I am not
condemning you or trying to heap shame upon you, I just know
from experience that the most miserable person on earth is a
carnal Christian. Next, let me welcome you back into
fellowship with Christ. God has made marvelous provision for
you to restore you to perfect fellowship. “If we
confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our
sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.”
(1 John 1:9).
If you are truly saved but you haven’t been living
right, use this very moment to confess your sins. Notice
that it does not tell you to say how sorry you are for them.
It can be assumed that if you’re willing to confess them,
you have reached a point where you’re sorry for them.
Confess what you’ve been doing. Plainly tell the Lord each
of your transgressions. Now look at the verse. You can be
sure no matter how rotten and faithless you have been, God
is faithful and just to forgive your sins and then to go a
step further and to cleanse you from all unrighteousness.
Brother or sister, whoever you are, God has restored
you. Thank God for the preaching that restored you to your
senses. Now take concrete steps to purge your life of all
the evil habits and influences that caused you to so forsake
Christ. Get with the church or pastor that gave you this
pamphlet and ask for their prayer to keep you out of the
temptations and sin that so beset you. |
“But he that lacketh these things is blind, and cannot see
afar off, and hath forgotten that he was purged from his old
sins.” (2 Peter 1:9)
This point is often confused with doubt. It does not
speak of doubt it speaks of forgetting. It is entirely
possible for a truly born again saved person to live so far
beneath God’s standards as outlined in 2 Peter 1:5-9 that he
completely forgets about his standing with God. A classic
example of this would be a Christian standing around at a
work site. Day after day, he might stand and listen to the
filthy jesting and lewd jokes that are bantered about. It
may be that due to circumstances, he has no choice but to be
there while such conversation is carried on.
While such a Christian strives to keep his relationship
with God fresh and right, he will find strength to stand
aloof. If he should neglect to read his Bible and to work at
being virtuous, he will quickly find himself drawn into his
crowd’s way of thinking. Sooner or later, the day will come
when he will openly laugh at the filth or even contribute a
funny line or two. His salvation has become the farthest
thing from his mind. If someone in the crowd should turn to
him and mock him for his hypocrisy, he will quickly remember
and be ashamed.
When Peter denied the Lord, it is not because he
doubted whether the Lord had warned him. He became so
wrapped up in saving his own hide that he threw out all
vestiges of virtue. He just did not think about it. It
completely left his mind. He forgot. When the cock finally
sounded and the Lord looked at him he did not sit down and
wonder. He instantly remembered.
Many times I have seen carnal backslidden Christians
sit under the sound of the gospel. As the Spirit of God
began to reprove the crowd I have seen these same people
melt with the shame of their forgetfulness and worldly
living. They did not sit around wondering if they had ever
been saved. True saving faith does not doubt. Faith is the
opposite of doubt.
I spent three years as a phony Christian. I finally
became convinced that there was a salvation that never
thirsted and never doubted. “He that believeth on
the Son of God hath the witness in himself.” (1
John 5:10a). By yourself, you could never be free from
doubt. Saving faith is a miracle given to repentant sinners.
“By grace are ye saved through faith; and that not
of yourselves: it is the gift of God.” (Ephesians
2:8).
If you are someone who is all too often consumed with
doubt, nothing could be a greater tragedy than to have
someone convince you that it did not matter. The abundant
testimony of scripture is that saving faith brings its own
assurance. The doubt that you are experiencing is not from
the devil. It is from God.
That brings us to our last point.
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“Then came the Jews round about him, and said unto him, How
long dost thou make us to doubt? If thou be the Christ tell
us plainly. Jesus answered them, I told you and ye believed
not: the works that I do in my Father’s name, they bear
witness of me. But ye believe not because ye are not of my
sheep, as I said unto you. My sheep hear my voice, and I
know them, and they follow me:” (John 10:24-27).
My friend, you may have been told many times that Jesus
is the Christ. In fact, if you truly believed that you would
be saved. “Whosoever believeth that Jesus is the
Christ is born of God:...” (1 John 5:1a). However,
I want to make you stop and think about your belief.
We know that a man must believe in his heart, not his
head. “For with the heart man believeth unto
righteousness;...” (Romans 10:10a). We also know
that “The heart is deceitful above all things, and
is desperately wicked: who can know it? I the LORD search
the heart, I try the reins, even to give unto every man
according to his ways, and according to the fruit of his
doings.” (Jeremiah 17:9,10). You can say all you
want that you truly believe in your heart. Your heart is a
liar. God searches your heart. Could it be that even now as
you read this the Spirit of God is searching your heart and
is grieved with your unbelief.
You have searched out each of the other reasons for
doubting and now you have come to this. Could it be that you
are lost? In the law, Moses warned the people that the LORD
would raise up another Prophet from among the Jews. They
were commanded to believe him. (Deuteronomy 18:18,19). If
you break that law in one point, you are guilty of all.
(James 2:10).
Could it be that even though you have heard the word of
faith many times, you are still judged by God to be in
unbelief? If so, that would certainly explain why every time
the Word of God begins to flow, and the Spirit of God begins
to search hearts, your assurance of salvation falls apart.
That’s the Spirit of God’s job. “And when he is
come, he will reprove the world of sin, and of
righteousness, and of judgment: Of sin, because they believe
not on me.” (John 16:8,9)
My friend, if the Word of God is being preached, and
you are sure that despite confessing your sins and saying
the sinner’s prayer all over again, you are still under
conviction, give glory to God. He has found you out. You sit
in the midst of the assembly, maybe you even have some
prominence in it, yet you have never repented. True
repentance is never praying to make sure. A person looking
for mercy from a judge never says, “if I am guilty, please,
show me mercy.” Such a person need not look to that judge
for any mercy. It will only anger the judge more that a
guilty person who cannot even clearly state whether or not
he needs mercy, asks for it. The thief on the cross was very
clear about his guilt and the justice of his condemnation.
He received what the crowd hanging around Jesus Christ,
listening diligently to him speak, did not receive. He
received that miracle of the personal revelation from Jesus
Christ that he was forgiven, that he would be in his
kingdom. He now knew in his heart that Jesus was the Christ.
My friend, when did God work that miracle of saving
faith in you? When did the Spirit of God get the victory
over your heart and personally convict you of sin? You say
you’re still not sure? Why not quit sincerely praying the
sinner’s prayer over and over again? Why not obey that
tugging in your heart that clearly agrees with every verse
in the Word of God? “Earnestly, tenderly Jesus is calling,
calling, oh sinner, come home.” Even now God is grieved with
your unbelief and every other dirty sin that burdens your
conscience and his. It burdens his conscience because he
loves you and your sins separate you from him. What would
Jesus do if a person, as mixed up as you are, fell at his
feet and told him what a hypocrite you’ve been, and how many
times you quenched the conviction that you were lost? Why
not fall at his feet and find out? God the Father sent the
Comforter out to find you. “All that the Father
giveth me shall come to me: and him that cometh to me I
shall in no wise cast out.” (John 6:37) |
Brother
John Asquith is the Pastor of Black Creek Baptist Church;
P.O. Box 110; Black Creek, NY 14714. He has written two
books. This document is Chapter 12 from his book “Who
Moved The Goal Posts?: A Critique Of Soul Winning In The
21ST Century”. He has also written the book
“Further Thoughts On The
Word Of God: Defending The Inspiration Of The AV 1611”.
We highly recommend both of these books. Both of these books
address the two most important issues facing our so-called
fundamentalist churches. Those issues are the corruption of
the Word of God (the seed of salvation) and heretical “soul
winning” techniques that are damning untold millions of
souls to an eternally burning lake of fire. The corruption
of the Word of God and the corruption of the doctrine of
salvation is destroying fundamentalist churches throughout
America. I have issued this challenge to those who advocate
a repentanceless salvation: “You tell me why there is such a
massive falling away in our fundamentalists churches in
America”. I am still waiting for an answer from them. I know
the answer. We have corrupted the seed of the Word of God
and the scriptural methods for sowing the seed of the Word
of God into the hearts of unbelievers. Brother John Asquith
deals very effectively with both heresies in his two books
and through his web site promoting the Pure Cambridge Text
of the King James Bible. We have included links to his web
sites and his email address below: |
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